Tuesday, January 31, 2006 @1:33 am
It's the year of the dog!
Happy Lunar New Year, everyone! (=
SO much so reflect about since last new year. hahaha. but well. i think it's time to grow up la. here i am, turning 20 soon with a blink of an eye. all grown up, it's good to look back and see what made me successful or not.
well so here's what happened so far:
Chu Yi:
I LOVEEEEEEEEEEE CHU YI!! it's like, the cousins' day! and see my family, aunty nancy & uncle steven's family, and aunt jean's family allll went for service together in the morning at expo, then went for lunch cos ALLLLLL the jiejies and i and nessa were like hungry (turns out the parents were famished too), then went back to aunty nancy and uncle steven's house to great ah fo and wait for the rest of the family to turn up. meanwhile, cousins went into denise jiejie's room to play cards.. fun fun!
at night we went to watch movieeeee. hahaha. as usual, on every chu yi, Hainanese cousins Lim will catch a movie after dinner together. what makes this year so special, is that alllll the cousins went. i meant all who were old enough. oh. all except BENJAMIN. tsk. ya my nemesis, he said he didnt like the show we're watching (btw he's a robot) so he counted himself out. who knows. he went to pak toh with another robot. HAHA. the show was great, and a large part of it being the fact that we cousins all went out together. and of course, at every birthday, we do have a Lim family cousins gathering too, for celebration.
love how close we are -hugg
hmmmm. CHU ER:
KYANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
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Friday, January 27, 2006 @11:18 pm
haha, what a super emo entry.
sorry i scared everyone. just going thru a really stressful period. but freedom comes soon! cant wait. (=
cant believe i actually allowed myself to wallow in self pity right? =P
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Wednesday, January 25, 2006 @12:20 am
I know it's damn selfish to say this, but..
then you know, how people don't really care if you die or not, because they just dont really care.
you're there for them to milk you all they can and they'd prolly just dump you aside after you become useless. no one genuinely cares? like. everyone's got their own lives. why would they bother abt some lil brat who's just around? i mean, who cares after they've gotten what they wanted? do you mean anything to anyone other than God? you never really find out.
and you even get accused of wanting to manipulate when you honestly just want to help ease the load?
welcome to the real world, amanda lim.
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Wednesday, January 18, 2006 @1:40 pm
strangely, ah fo didnt seem very angry that her son could have such audicity to do such a thing.
too many things to deal with in too little time
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Saturday, January 14, 2006 @1:50 am
i dont seem to see blogspot as an avenue for me to express myself anymore
i dont seem to be able to find anything as an avenue to vent my frustrations.
no not with my family.
just everything else.
can i have a break?
can i just release a tear drop?
can i ? can i ?
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Monday, January 02, 2006 @11:50 pm
a special hi to everyone who tagged and thanks for tagging and encouragements..
i only have one problem tho.. i'm not complaining abt paying for myself. believe me, i may sound weird, but i'm happy when i've saved money or earned money, to spend it on myself. really. or something for a good cause la.
i'm only complaining that for no particular reason, let's just re-enact the whole scene:
mom: so jie ah, tmr u wanna go with us to cut hair?
me: yeaa i want! (but i already had in mind that i'd pay for myself and i really ONLY SAID "yea i want")
mom: but no what treatments all that ah dont think i will pay for you all this kinda things whoa u think u wanna do only can do ah i don print money one okay wait gotta pay for myself pay for nessa pay for u, still wanna do treatments all that got spare a thought for me one not (and the nagging goes on)
get my point?
so yea.. that's it.
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